"Ruined? No," says Aramis, discretely rubbing the feeling back into his legs when Porthos moves away, already missing him despite the discomfort. "But we have changed it. Perhaps into something that would be untenable at home."
Aramis has always fought to keep his brothers alive, has held it as important as any mission, yet he knows he could not risk Porthos' death for duty now, not if he could not be there to help him face it. "You are important to me now in a way you were not before."
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Date: 2014-10-16 05:53 pm (UTC)Aramis has always fought to keep his brothers alive, has held it as important as any mission, yet he knows he could not risk Porthos' death for duty now, not if he could not be there to help him face it. "You are important to me now in a way you were not before."